you have to come back. you left me here alone… alone with him. he always leaves. he’s never here. he doesn’t want me and he never will… i don’t know him and he doesn’t know me. doesn’t seem to want to… i’m strong. i’m smart. i’m not what he thinks i am. i know better… he doesn’t talk to me… doesn’t teach me. it should have been him. do you hear me? him… not you. except… i don’t mean that…     you know i love him.     i just wish he was better. i know he can be. so if he tries… i’ll try. but if he doesn’t… please come back. i know you’re out there somewhere.